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So, what are we saying? Our Eden's a failure?

It's been a long week here.
A very, very long week.
Things are a lot different inside our home.
Hopefully, down the line, it will look even better but for now
Pete and I are separated.
When the raw emotion of everything wears off
I imagine that it might be even more difficult but for now
Everyone is very cordial, very cooperative, and very cool.
There's work to be done.
So, so much work.
From everyone.
PJ...I don't know.
I know he senses something but all in all
He has his Mommy,
He has his Daddy,
And he knows that we love him.
All the way to the moon and back.
All in all, I am rooting for my little family.
I hope we can bounce back and have a real chance.
There's been so many missed ones that led us here.
Maybe you can root for us, too.


Jenn said…
Oh honey, I am rooting for you and your precious family. I can't imagine what you're feeling, but if you ever need a long distance shoulder to cry on...or a place in Texas to take a break, I'm here.
I'm rooting for you.

I walked my best friend through her separation, virtually holding her hand from two hours away, every day. Lean on the people around you.

Hang in there girl.
ruckstande said…
Very sorry guys. I didn't know. This is a very sad day for sure. Definitely one of the ones I never saw coming.
Emily Wilson said…
Dear Brie, I don't know what to say to you, except that I know you will work this out for the best for everyone. I know this because you and Pete are very special people, Both of you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Please give your adorable PJ a big hug from us! Love you.
Shelly said…
Love you, praying;always here whatever you need dear one!

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