I have been avoiding my blog for weeks now, trying to reconcile my heart to a life without Mom-Mom. I have never been one to edit my thoughts, so sitting down to journal would have meant facing some things that I was just not ready to do yet.
But today was a beautiful day, with all of the trees in the park across the street starting to bloom white, pink and green. I have six days off, and something about the fresh buds and the cloudless sky screamed of a rebirth.
So I dusted off my social side and had a wonderful day- first lunch with my friend Mandy and then Passover Seder with my second family, the Gilpers/Rappaports. Tomorrow is another lovely day off and then an Applebee's night with my favorite girls!
Slowly, slowly, I am trying to heal. And hopefully, there are so many things to look forward to.